Little Martin, the time is drawing near that your daddy and I will meet you face to face. I cannot wait to see you and hold you! I will have to admit, I have been severely anxious lately about the whole birthing day in general. I absolutely fear and hate medical procedures. I am not sure why but I have always been a naturalist when it comes to the human body. From the very first moment I found out that I was pregnant with you I have said that I would like to naturally deliver you as God has created me to be able to do so. Your daddy and I feel this is the best way for me to have you unless other medical problems arise :) I know that the "birth" day is totally out of my hands therefore I will continue my positive thinking on having you naturally until presented otherwise. I have a peace when I think about the "birth" day in this sense and have talked to many mommy's who have had natural births who have such a great positive outlook and I am so grateful that God has put each one of them in my path to cheer me along. I want you to know that I am going to be strong for you. Your daddy and I are going to do whatever is best for you as each moment presents itself during your birth.
I found this scripture this evening:
Psalm 37:3-5
Trust in the Lord, and do good;
dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness.
Delight yourself in the Lord,
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Commit your way to the Lord:
trust in him, and he will act.
My desire is to have you naturally and I pray that you will come soon before the 20th so that we will not have to induce labor in which we will then go with the routine medical procedures that follow. I have complete faith that the Lord will give me the desire of my heart as He always has :)
Ross and I went out on a nature scape ride today to Little Wilber/Watauga Lake to get my mind off of things. It was such a blessing to see God's beauty and feel His wind blowing through my hair. Today I felt the presence of God and I am just so amazed at his work here on earth! I am most honored to be the vessel in which you will come into this earth and find it miraculous that He has knitted you uniquely in my womb. I love you and I will see you soon :)
Praising and believing,
Mommy
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